Wednesday, August 02, 2006
some people find me a nuisance,a pain in the neck...but you know i actually dont give a damn....i a just a lonely,screwed kid right now,everything just seems to be falling down on me maybe i am borned to be like that,who knows??but life now is crap,exams, this and that...i really feel like dying sometimes,i try to control my feeling but i cant,what am i supposed to do or to be?my light of hope is already fading,most of my friends are starting to turn their backs on me,and actually,it doesnt even matter if i am not around or not,i am an important person to none...exams are nearing,so i say,wth is this kind of life?sometimes i really wish....i could go back to my childhood times where everything were simpler and carefree,growing up sucks...my life sucks...