Monday, October 30, 2006
ok so i havent been posting in some time..well today got inter-class tourny..i took part in basketball :P we won all the matches except the last one,tie..but knn guess what?instead of a tie breaker they took who had the more number of points in the previous matches to decide who gets first and our total score was behind them by 4,so we got runner up..well anyway we got into semi-finals,get to play again and the best things is that its 30 mins =] well..pretty down and bored right now so i guess i will just write that paragraph thingy again..
we've been together for a few months now
but i guess all good things has to end;
it all started when you seemed to be avoiding me;
i asked you if you were
but you denied it openly
and asked me why i was asking weird questions these days
i told you that i had this strong feeling that
you didnt feel the same for me anymore
and you told me that i should stop thinking like that
before you really avoid me;
i trusted you but after a while
you acted like you were avoiding me again;
whenever i asked you out,
you said you werent free
when i called you,
you said you were busy and would call me back later
but you never did
when i messaged you,
you didnt reply at all
i tried to tell myself that i was just thinking too much
it failed terribly cause
it was too fucking obvious that your avoiding me
i went against my heart
and initiated the break up
your face was filled with false sadness
while mine was filled with the real thing
i thought i would be okay after a while
but for some reason,
i felt lost without you
i didnt know what to do next
its as if i had lost an important meaning in life
its been weeks now
but your face still appears in my dreams
and till today,
i still think,
whether you really ever liked me
or if i was just some temporary toy
you play around with and leave
when you get bored of it
we've been together for a few months now
but i guess all good things has to end;
it all started when you seemed to be avoiding me;
i asked you if you were
but you denied it openly
and asked me why i was asking weird questions these days
i told you that i had this strong feeling that
you didnt feel the same for me anymore
and you told me that i should stop thinking like that
before you really avoid me;
i trusted you but after a while
you acted like you were avoiding me again;
whenever i asked you out,
you said you werent free
when i called you,
you said you were busy and would call me back later
but you never did
when i messaged you,
you didnt reply at all
i tried to tell myself that i was just thinking too much
it failed terribly cause
it was too fucking obvious that your avoiding me
i went against my heart
and initiated the break up
your face was filled with false sadness
while mine was filled with the real thing
i thought i would be okay after a while
but for some reason,
i felt lost without you
i didnt know what to do next
its as if i had lost an important meaning in life
its been weeks now
but your face still appears in my dreams
and till today,
i still think,
whether you really ever liked me
or if i was just some temporary toy
you play around with and leave
when you get bored of it